The Sky Is Yours If You Remember Us (CHAPTER 7)

Chapter seven: Kiss her........

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“Nice place. I knew you would be alright.” Taesung hanged his jacket at the pole just near the living room. He landed on the couched and sighed.

She kept staring at him. She opened her mouth but no words are coming out. There were no right words to say to him. She wanted to scream at him for leaving as he pleases. She wanted to yell at him for hurting her. The nights that she cried wishing he would come back. All she wanted was an explanation so that a closure she has been searching will come. Now that the man that broke her heart and herself is in her living room, she couldn’t find the words to tell him. 

“I’m off to bed. I think you know what to do.”

“Are you seeing him?”

She stopped halfway after hearing the questions. Her eyes were filled with waters now. The pain in her chest has come back.

“That man. Are you seeing him?”

She turned to him, glared him in the eyes and said “I wish I were…..”

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A week passed by. Jiyong managed to calm himself down and buried his mind and soul into his work. But his members can see that he was troubled with something.

“Hyung… Are you okay?” Seungri asked as he saw his hyung staring into space. They were in a dressing room for a magazine cover photo shoot today.

“Huh?! Yeahh.. I’m fine.” He smiled as he checked himself in the mirror.

“Hyung, you’ve been a ghost these past few days. You do your work but sometimes I feel like you’re not here.”

“Yeah...” TOP placed his hand on Jiyong shoulder.  “You know we’re here to listen.  Youngbae has been with you for 6 years, you can tell him anything.” 

“I’m fine. What are you guys saying?” he smiled and got up. Then there was a knock on the door. The editor of the magazine came in. She smiled and bowed to them.

“Thank you for being our models today. We have a great photographer today…

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“Photographer…..Sora….”

“Should I send her in so that you guys are comfortable with each other?”

“Sure…” Youngbae answered.

She went out and soon she came in.

“This is Ahn Hye Mi. Her works are amazing...” 

“Sora……..” Jiyong mumbled out. His members are looking at him now. Sora kept her head down. 

“Anyonghansaeyo…” she bowed to each of the members. 

“…..I’ll let her talk to you guys, okay.” The editor went out and closed the door.

“Hey… Hyemi??” Youngbae stared at her and then stared at Jiyong.

“My real name is Ahn Hye Mi… Sora is a name someone gave me…” she felt the awkwardness among them. She glanced at Jiyong but then turned her head to Taeyang. 

“I knew it would be Big Bang today…So..yeahh.. I know you guys will be great…”

“We’ll give our best today.” Seungri said confidently. All of them conversed with each other except Jiyong. She explained to them todays’ photo shoot was about the new clothing products for next season. 

“So you guys should be sexy, bold and you know… don’t worry. I’ll guide you if there’s anything wrong.”

The guys nooded. Jiyong and Sora eyes finally met with each other.

“We’ll go and check out the set now….” Youngbae gave signals to the others to leave the two alone. And so they followed him.

As soon as the door closes, Jiyong fell back into his chair. He placed both of his hands and sunk them into his face, running them on his hair and sighed.

“Say something…” her voice was trembling.

“I would have turned down this offer if I had no courage to face you…” she slowly explained herself.

“Courage?” he turned his head to her. He was looking intently at her now.

“You shouldn’t care…” she stepped closer to him.

“Stay!”

She didn’t listen to him. She kept moving forward slowly, placing each foot carefully at each step she took. He stood up facing her now.

“You shouldn’t care… we are not supposed to care...” she uttered to him. Her lips were shaking from the lies she said.

“Why did you let him do that?”

“I don’t know.”

“Why did you give in so easily…?!”

“I don’t know…”

“Do you love him?”

“I don’t….know…”

“Do you….” He stopped.

“Say it….” She placed her hand on his chest. Her eyes were red. He placed his hand on hers that was touching him. 

“I’m not supposed to care.” Jiyong let his hands go and left the room. He closed the door carefully feeling the great burned on his chest.

Sora tears started to fall. She wiped and held her breath for a moment. She told herself to stay strong and be focus.  

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The shoot went well. The boys get to pose one by one. Jiyong kept looking at Sora as she was giving instructions to his members. TOP noticed him and whispered “Whatever it is, stay strong.” Jiyong smiled at TOP. He couldn’t lie to him now.

“Nice pose, Seungri-shi… good job.!”

“Really.??!”

“Definitely.” She gave him the thumbs up.

“Next is…G-Dragon…” she cleared her throat. Jiyong walked on set as soon as he heard his name.

“Okay, get me the girls!” The editor next to Sora said. Out came 5 wonderful amazing girls that were going to be modeling with Jiyong. Jiyong was shocked and so was Sora.

“Okay, give me passion with this one, Hyemi..” the director tapped her on the back.

“Yeah…sure…” her heart was beating fast now. The other members saw this and looked at each other. The four of them looked closely and stayed close to each others to whisper.

“3 of the girls can be at the back and 2 can be at his side...” Sora commanded. Their pose change at every click of the shutter. Sora looked behind and saw the director wasn’t too pleased about it.

“Okay, girls on the left and the right….”

“You can touch him…..” the girls are now touching Jiyong. The girls behind him clinged on to him from behind. Sora told herself to calm down. Jiyong looked at her and started losing his confidence. She noticed he was losing his concentration.

She suddenly walked on the set and said “Just be comfortable with each other okay. You don’t have to care.”

They kept on shooting until four of the girls were sent away by the director. She wanted Jiyong and one of the models for the last frame.

“Just tell me what to do, okay.” The model said to Sora.

“Okay… Jiyong touch her face…”

“You, run your hands on him. Stare at each other.”

“Jiyong grabbed her neckline…”

“Okay, good good.”

“Jiyong…kiss her…” and he did. It was only a peck but the girl managed to bit his lips. The members were anxious and scared that Sora would break down at that moment.

“Okay. That’s it…Good job…” she clapped her hands once.

“Wait, one more...” they turned towards the model that quickly pulled Jiyong to her and kissed him. Jiyong was startled but he didn’t push her. 

“Call me…” she said while biting her lips and walked away.

Sora let out s long sighed. She packed up all her gears and all of the members went back to their changing room. Her hands were trembling as she was lifting her lense. She started crying quietly then. 

-Aimi- thank you again for reading. especially Zsa-Zsa. =) xoxo!